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i have brought my camera so i can capture the scenery and the looks on our faces when it falls into infinity. i am waiting for the dark outside to masquerade as day, and i am waiting for his eyes of fire to make it go away and i have never been and never seen the sun go down that way
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[Sunday
December 16th, 2007 at 9:33pm] |
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so much has happened since march break. so many moments i wish that i could get back. moments where he was close and not thousands of miles aways, in a place much colder then this. and i hope i packed him enough sweaters. i worry if he's eating. he did his own laundry for the first time the other day, and now he's high on shrooms and there's girls there and i worry but he texts me and says, "you're cute, i love you and only you, you don't have to worry babe" and i smile, and i relax a little more and i trust in what we have. i'm selfish and want him home, for christmas and every day before and after that. but he had to leave to experience life, to get out of this cacoon and live. he'll come home to me, but i want it to be now, or tomorrow morning, or as soon as humanly possible. i miss him. he's my best friend and he's thousands of miles away in a place much colder then this and i want him home.
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[Sunday
September 24th, 2006 at 10:44am] |
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[Sunday
September 24th, 2006 at 10:43am] |
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breathe in. breathe out. inhale. exhale. it's what keeps me going. one foot infront of the other, head up, eyes open. but you, your smile, those eyes, your touch, are my sanity. cold nights, rain falling, laying alone, dreaming, of having you near. craving to have you near. my heart is in my throat, tears feel like falling - this love, this feeling, its so overwhelming, its petrafying. ive never wanted anything so bad. holding on to hope, you are my hope. i dont quite know how this will turn out, but i love you. always. forever. my body aches for you. to have your arms around me, holding me tight, safe from all of the late night wonders. i could stay with you, talk with you, until the sun rose the next morning, only falling asleep after i watched your chest rise and fall, breathing, dreaming ... breathe in. breathe out. inhale. exhale. be my sanity.
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